April 28, 2013

so tired

of my roommates bitching me out for stupid shit.

sorry I already did the dishes

sorry I’m not going to scrub the microwave when you dont even clean the stove and leave meat out for days

sorry i didnt sit at a restaurant with you for 4 hours to watch you drink after you told me I was going to have to DD for you and was no longer invited to participate in the drinking specials (aka the whole reason we were going)

sorry 30 people came over to our house and i had to lock my dog in my bathroom and people couldnt use it

so they had to use yours


sorry someone pissed on MY floor. SORRY I LET PEOPLE SLEEP ON MY COUCH, MY RECLINER, WITHOUT THEM ASKING

I wish I bitched at you as much as you do me

sorry im not sorry, get over yourself now.

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stuffthatido: Office Assistant - in progress.  “please, allow me to annoy the shit out of you”

stuffthatido:

Office Assistant - in progress. 

“please, allow me to annoy the shit out of you”

April 26, 2013

garden state

may or may not be about to watch garden state at 2:30 this morning.

because its the only thing I can relate to right now.

where have I been and why did this horrible feeling finally hit me now

April 26, 2013 • Spotify

I drink good coffee every morning
Comes from a place that’s far away
And when I’m done I feel like talking
Without you here there is less to say
I don’t want you thinking I’m unhappy
What is closer to the truth
That if I lived till I was 102
I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you
I’m no longer moved to drink strong whisky
‘Cause I shook the hand of time and I knew
That if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you
Your face it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter’s still ringing in my ears
I still find pieces of your presence here
Even after all these years
But I don’t want you thinking I don’t get asked to dinner
‘Cause I’m here to say that I sometimes do
Even though I may soon feel the touch of love
I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you
If I lived till I was 102
I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you

tonight, this is the only song I can listen to…

April 26, 2013

tomorrow

will definitely be a test of who i am

or at least of what I want to be instead of who I’ve become. I’ve never been like this until this semester.

I’ve always been quiet. studious. never going out. constantly studying. feeling stressed.

I reiterate the studying because it was such a huge component of what i did. Last semester was so bad it had gotten to the point where I felt like I had somehow cheated myself by doing anything other than sitting in my room and working homework problems or making flash cards.
and I felt legitimate anxiety by even taking an hour off to eat out, or go to club practice or do anything.

but in just 2 months I’ve become someone that parties thursday and friday and saturday and sunday. I care about school but I’ve lost all my motivation.I definitely care about law school but im so discouraged with logic games I literally feel like I could cry.

for a while I was happy like this

it was new. it was buzzy. it was finally what I always dreamed of college.


but I need to reach a healthy medium now.

and persevere.

and figure everything the eff out.


“I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.”

^except replace fear with temptation

April 23, 2013
Squeaky swings and tall grass The longest shadows ever cast The water’s warm and children swim And we frolicked about in our summer skin I don’t recall a single care Just greenery and humid air Then Labor day came and went And we shed what was left of our summer skin On the night you left I came over And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders Our brand new coats so flushed and pink And I knew your heart I couldn’t win Cause the seasons change was a conduit And we left our love in our summer skin

Squeaky swings and tall grass
The longest shadows ever cast
The water’s warm and children swim
And we frolicked about in our summer skin

I don’t recall a single care
Just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
And we shed what was left of our summer skin

On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn’t win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we left our love in our summer skin

April 21, 2013
Not sure how to react when someone says “you have really big eyes” is this a compliment? or does it freak them out? hmmm

Not sure how to react when someone says “you have really big eyes”

is this a compliment?

or does it freak them out?

hmmm

April 21, 2013
April 21, 2013

just had

the first nose bleed of my life.

post from last night validated, taking better care of myself starting to-freaking-day.

ughhh so light headed